Have you ever felt about having a family of your own? Happiness you create on your own? I ache for them all of the time, people never notice though. My family..how should I put it eh... my family is a bit different. Not getting any love? No, that's not what I meant. I just don't feel really happy. My heart is like wrapped with some sort of subtle pain. I ache for a man but I don't exactly want one. I've heard and knew too much infidelity. Some of them involved people I loved, I knew.. I don't know why but writing about this soothes me down. I like writing my feelings down. One thing I'm looking forward to in the future is having a warm, loving family.

Off with the formalities, I'll get on to my honest writing. Just fucking brace yourself 'cause I won't be holding anything inside any longer. Things haven't been so well for me these days. Days I went through were rough and trust me, they're not good. I've sat the big exam and now I have 2 months to waste before I can get my results. I just hope the results are good. I've been practically busting my arse off before the exam, I swear. But say it won't be nearly as good as what I'm expecting, you can say Hallelujah 'cause I'll be fucking dead of rants from everyone in my family. Bet you guys are thrilled to see me get thrashed, huh? I don't know what honest things I was supposed to post today but whatever man, I'm just here because the dead of the night is killing me. I can't hold much longer. I'm really really reaalllly out of things to do besides chores mom is making me do. Chores are the last thing on my mind right now, mom. I need activities to do. So, I've been persisting my mom to buy me a PS2 since it's the only thing with games I can afford. I'm a dreaded child, I know. But just so you know, I'm only insisting after she agreed on buying me one if I do something in return which I DID so yeah that kinda makes me deserve the gadget. I'm not going to school for a very long time and when school reopens, I was thinking about making a slight change about myself. Heh, if it works, you'll see. Till then, my loveliest regards for those with troubled life and mind. Xo, you're not the only one.

Gifs talk.

That's about it. Relate to them, if you can. 
Night, loves. X. 

Let humor do the talking.

Since humor can't talk, I'll do the talking. I copied some absurdly hilarious pictures to post it here. For fun. Enjoy. Xx.

I'm running out of air. These stuff is getting into me. Dying #OMFG