Have you ever felt about having a family of your own? Happiness you create on your own? I ache for them all of the time, people never notice though. My family..how should I put it eh... my family is a bit different. Not getting any love? No, that's not what I meant. I just don't feel really happy. My heart is like wrapped with some sort of subtle pain. I ache for a man but I don't exactly want one. I've heard and knew too much infidelity. Some of them involved people I loved, I knew.. I don't know why but writing about this soothes me down. I like writing my feelings down. One thing I'm looking forward to in the future is having a warm, loving family.